Yes I wrote I would not return, yes I have inhibitions about baring my thoughts to people I know more than the people I don't.
Yes, a couple of people called in to tell me they stumbled on my blog and how much they loved it. And I thought maybe I should write more, so they may perhaps enjoy what I write.
But then, I can always write letters to them, personalise my thoughts for them specifically and write letters, there is nothing more beautiful than that, and whose gradual disappearance pains me more than anything, as we abandon the writing pads, pens and desks and dexterously type away on ipads and laptops.
Then, I wonder...my blogs can be for me my way to release myself, without thinking who is going to read it, am I in any way sharing something that might impact another I know who can come in here and read it and most importantly, can I just have one place in this world, which is my own quiet corner. Where no one can reach me easily.
That beautiful anonymity, encourages me to perhaps blog, somewhere else, for no one in particular. Where I cannot even if I want to, make it a good read or a useful read for anyone I know.
Then perhaps I will have a place for me.
Yes, a couple of people called in to tell me they stumbled on my blog and how much they loved it. And I thought maybe I should write more, so they may perhaps enjoy what I write.
But then, I can always write letters to them, personalise my thoughts for them specifically and write letters, there is nothing more beautiful than that, and whose gradual disappearance pains me more than anything, as we abandon the writing pads, pens and desks and dexterously type away on ipads and laptops.
Then, I wonder...my blogs can be for me my way to release myself, without thinking who is going to read it, am I in any way sharing something that might impact another I know who can come in here and read it and most importantly, can I just have one place in this world, which is my own quiet corner. Where no one can reach me easily.
That beautiful anonymity, encourages me to perhaps blog, somewhere else, for no one in particular. Where I cannot even if I want to, make it a good read or a useful read for anyone I know.
Then perhaps I will have a place for me.
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